ASSAY: A JOURNAL OF NONFICTION STUDIES
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Four sentences filled with emotion and implication. Four sentences that appear early in Patricia Weaver Francisco’s 1999 memoir appropriately titled Telling: A Memoir of Rape and Recovery: “I’ve told this story many times. I’ve never told it this way before. Telling requires a kind of courage that I normally lack. This book is an exertion, a promise I’m keeping, and it’s slow going” (18). Francisco’s narrative reconstruction of her rape and recovery is not like hashing out the exacts for a police report or like journaling the events for herself. Rather, her textual representation, creatively and cleverly, braids together four distinct narrative layers: the narrative of her presently writing her rape story; the narrative of her past rape and the years living in its aftermath; the narrative of her telling a bedtime story to her son; and the insertion of excerpts from that bedtime story—Hans Christian Anderson’s classic fairy tale The Snow Queen.” [1]
Francisco’s memoir has received little scholarly attention—a review here, a footnote there. Scholars briefly acknowledge the author’s style and memoir’s form, indicating that Francisco writes in “an almost halting, episodic style…[that] is deliberately self-conscious” (Gediman and Zaleski 60) and making note that “fairy tale…[is] a central device in telling her traumatic story” (Haase, “Children” 374). However, these quick references limit the significance of Francisco’s rhetorical moves, particularly how her memoir hinges on feminist rhetorics, multiple rhetorical positionings, and a layered narrative structure that transcends the individual-based pitfall of therapeutic rhetoric. Intersecting feminist rhetorical theory with trauma studies, autobiographical studies, and fairy tale scholarship, I illuminate how Francisco fuses her seemingly fragmented narratives together with a storytelling thread not only to implore social change but also to reconstruct her identity. Francisco writes herself as someone who has moved past the trauma, depicting her present self as mother, activist, and storyteller while textually interrupting her (everyday) telling of a bedtime story with the extensive, layered detailed telling of her rape and recovery. Such narrative interruptions rhetorically mirror the return of trauma and its symptoms, surfacing during normal occurrences. Thus, Francisco’s four distinct narratives, in a way, represent fragmented versions of the self, a seemingly fractured identify attempting to make sense out of the insensible and attempting to exist in the present while being interrupted with memories, with sensations, with stories of the past. Francisco’s fragmentations of narratives coupled with the presence of fairy tales would, at a glance, seem in line with assertions made by Elizabeth Wanning Harries in her article titled “The Broken Mirror: Women’s Autobiography and Fairy Tales.” Engaging with women writers who rely on fairy tales and building on scholar Cristina Bacchilega’s mirror metaphor, Harries argues that female subjectivities are eternally fractured and that “the mirror [does] not pretend to reflect subjectivities or lives as unified wholes” (109-110).[2] Thus, according to Harries, women who have “[f]ractured identities demand fractured forms” within the reconstruction of their stories and can find “a momentary self glimpsed in a remembered scene—or in a fragment of a fairy tale” (110). While valid, I deviate from Harries. Informed by feminist rhetorical theory, I profess that one can be both fractured and whole. Francisco’s fragmentations—melded together by hope and a belief in stories—extend her ruptured identity to that of an identity where healing remains in process and where her emotional wholeness can be, and ultimately is, reclaimed. As feminist theorist Trinh T. Min-ha poetically indicates, “A shattered mirror still functions as a mirror; it may destroy the dual relation of I to I but leaves the infiniteness of life’s reflections intact. Here reality is not reconstituted, I is put into pieces so as to allow another world to rebuild (keep on unbuilding and rebuilding) itself with its debris” (23). Thus, Francisco’s fragmentations of self, much like her fragmented form, play vital roles in her transformation—and her rebuilding of self. While Harries is justified in asserting that “these [fairy tale] images are refracted in splintered forms of [women’s autobiographical] narratives” and that “[o]ne conventional form, one unambiguous mirror cannot contain them” (109), Francisco’s fractured narrative form and use of fairy tale invite a reflection where she can simultaneously exist within and beyond her trauma and fragmentations. When considering Francisco’s writing process and writing purpose(s) coupled with her evolving identity, her memoir and its narrative layers become a means for her to create order and control around an event that, for so long, had been beyond her grasp. Through writing, Francisco reclaims power over an event where she felt powerless by “fix[ing]” it in a black-and-white, static product (DeSalvo 6-7). With its carefully laid out chapters and multiple narratives cleverly woven together by her storyteller role, fragmented yet fluid, Francisco structures a chaotic past that may otherwise elude her understanding, aiding in her re-identification and helping her to accept an inability to understand all that had occurred and to recognize that some loss may never be recovered. Storytelling, for Francisco, provides a mechanism for her to examine both self and society and to acknowledge her fractures while re-constructing a renewed, and emotionally whole, self.
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Rachel N. Spear is the Director of Gender Studies and an Associate Professor of English at Francis Marion University, where she teaches a range of classes, including Literary Nonfiction, Trauma Writing, and Gender Studies. She received her doctorate from Louisiana State University, blending writing studies, trauma studies, and pedagogical studies. Selected publications include “‘Let Me Tell You a Story’: On Teaching Trauma, Writing, and Healing” and “Honoring Contemplative Pedagogies in the Writing Classroom: A Personal and Pedagogical Exploration.” She is currently working on an edited collection themed around women writing illness and wholeheartedly believes in the healing powers of story.
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